Time Off
Had this thought, and it is something that I had thought about before. Something that I wanted to do, but I have been afraid of doing. I think that I might even call it a sabbatical.
I have never truly done it before. I think for most of the time I simply could not do it due to the real need to generate income. And I think for the remainder of the time I did not do it out of fear.
I think it would be interesting. I think that in some ways it would be a challenge, as I have been "moving" in a certain way all along.
If I decided to do this, which I think I will, what would my days look like? Doing nothing is not me, and I do not think that it is healthy either. I guess I would do a better job of taking care of my overall health and well-being. I would make the time to read. I would make the time to learn new things, just for the joy of learning new things. Maybe things like that.
I would continue to answer student questions, to do the small changes for FT, and to assist Amilio. But at my own pace, with joy, with taking my time, with dong it whole-fully and soul-fully.
I need to do this now as things are favourable now. It will never be perfect, but this is the best opportunity that I have and I should take it.