The Deal
Interesting days.
The vacation, the problem with the Udemy payment, waiting to get paid back, the "low" funds in the account, the falling Udemy/PLCDojo revenue.
My innate personality is very uncomfortable with all of this. Everything feels out of control, everything seems to falling apart.
But it's an illusion. And I know that I must expend effort every day, every single day to deal with my mind. Thank goodness that I have these tools now to help with this, for I know how the past has been.
But this is the deal isn't it? This is the life that I signed up for. The alternatives will not do.