Just Emile

Start of Something

Something is happening. Slowly. I think that it was on Tuesday that I felt this sort of peace, a feeling that I was doing well, that I did not need to do anything else. I guess that I felt that I was enough, and that I was doing enough.

Maybe it was my previous recognition that the sales building process that I am on is a long term and ongoing thing. It has to be done step by step, brick by brick. Stack one or two bricks every day and be good with that. Maybe it also has to do with the fact that I still have income coming in. A few things then.

There is a part of me that I guess will always feel that I could do more and should do more. So it's an ongoing process of always bringing it into the light of day. One day at a time indefinitely.

That being said, the start of this change feels good. I want it to continue. I want to continue to let go.