Second Mountain
Stop. Look Around. Go again.
53 years old. It's the second mountain.
I can't do it like the first.
I don't want to do it like the first.
I don't want the worry or the anxiety.
I don't want to be asleep in my life.
I don't want to neglect my health and well being.
I don't want to ignore all of the other parts of my life.
I know that this requires work, and work requires discipline, which means doing even when you don't feel like doing. It means continuing to be a professional. It means keeping my promises. Can I keep my promises without being so anxious, without second guessing myself constantly.
This entire process is a long process. It involves "stacking the bricks". That's how Keron did it, brick by brick. He did not show up yesterday with his ecosystem. It took time. If it took time for him, then who the hell am I to think that this will be a easy deal for me.
So you have no choice than to set out the work for the day, and just do the work for that day. And do this knowing that that is the path, the only path. There is no "doing-it-all-in-one-month" process. That's nonsense.