Revolution
Maybe there could be better times in the future, but this may very well still be one of the best times to start on a path of experimentation toward transforming and reinventing myself.
There is no need to strategize. That might lead to plans that are too complicated. The only way for this to happen is through very small steps. I have thought about this for a long time now and I feel that I know what I want, and I know who I want to be in the world, and how I want to be in the world.
I can do it. Instead of making elaborate plans, all I need to do is to dedicate a time slot to it a couple times a week. And during that time slot I trust myself enough to think-on-the-fly and make progress. The elaborate plans all end up in paralysis.
Work must not be placed above this in importance. It either has to be on the same level or below. Work must not displace the time slot.
It will take a long time, but I can do this. I can. I can do it.