Not a Bad Day At All
Today was actually OK. Though the morning was about various work things, there was definitely some real value-added in there. And some of that value-added had an immediate payoff.
I went to the gym and did my strength training, so I made time for fitness. I think that I ate quite well.
Then in the afternoon I invested time in the vacay planning. I looked at all of the visas that we would need for the trip. I looked at what type we would need and bookmarked the relevant sites for the application. I did not hesitate with this. I dove right in and I should be proud of myself. I showed some leadership skill there I think.
I did the vacay research in 5 am. When I came home, my neck and head were hurting a bit, most probably from the strength training combined with the long hours on the laptop. So I took a nap. It was not a bad nap at all. I think this is something I could do on an ongoing basis. I did feel better afterward.
I did feel a discomfort this evening. Maybe it was a bit of a small war of thoughts. A part of me saying that I should do more, and another part of me saying that I did enough. I know about this and why it would happen. There is no easy fix for this. I just have to take it one day at a time, and try to "see", always try to "see" things for what they are. I have to remind myself about what this life is all about, beyond the veil of all our modern living. I remind myself that I am just a part of life itself, just a small part of something very powerful, and something that is infinite.