Just Emile

Faith in Less

Sometimes it feels like it has all been said before. Maybe it has. But maybe it's still important to say it anyways. The repetition may very well be worth it.

It still all feels like I am perpetually trying to play catch-up. I am in this enviable position where I have almost complete control of my time. I can choose what to focus on, and ignore, to a large extent. Yet it feels like I almost do not have that leverage or advantage at all.

I am still in this space where I overestimate what can and should be done in a day. Based on what I am seeing and feeling, after all of this time, I think that I still have an incorrect perception of how long tasks take, especially creative tasks.

There is an actual reality, that if I bit off small amounts per day, that it would be enough. It's something that I can actually do and it would allow me to succeed. And succeed in a better way, in a way where I have much more pleasantness in my days.

I have to practice faith in less.