Extempo
I do not know exactly what I am going to write here. I have some concerns/thoughts rolling around in my head, and maybe I will write some of them down here. And maybe I may also include general stuff I have been doing just to remind myself, just to sort of catalog it.
Beach house lime was good as usual. I feel really comfortable there strangely enough. I can be a "guy" and I like that. Last week I did quite a few things with the car because I needed to pay attention to personal things. I have been sacrificing personal things for work, and it does not have to be that way. It's just that doing the personal things is uncomfortable, because it feels like I would be risking falling behind with my work. That's nonsense of course.
There truly will never be a good time to start changing things around. I have to start now. Start and course correct. Putting my health and personal things first and then putting the work after. Doing the work still, and doing value-added work, but placing it in a space. Not a better or worst space, just a different space.
I don't need to do any more planning. I have done enough. I have to "do" now. I have to execute. And even though it is essential that I be as specific as possible with every day, that does not mean that I have to completely pack the day, that I have to max it out. Just the opposite. I want to do less. I need to do less. I want to go slower and enjoy more.
I think that I know who I want to be. So let's start.