3 Days
3 days. So many thoughts in these past 3 days. So much fear in these past 3 days. Look at all of the unnecessary risks that I took, and look what it lead to. There is no doubt that my visit on Thursday was the cause of this illness. This could have been something much worse, something that was irreversible. It is a wake up call, but there is always a choice with the wake up call. You can choose to heed the call or ignore it. It's a real choice. I need to heed this one. I will lose something but I will gain more. In heeding the call, it's important to acknowledge both the loss and the gain.
So I am going to heed the call, accept the loss and get the most from the gains.
It's time to take much better care of me. It's time to start on a different path, a few steps at a time, a bit at a time. A simpler and much more effortful path.